I ended it because of how shitty I was being treated. Now that I’ve done that, I feel like everything is tumbling down. I feel empty. I feel guilty. I feel hurt. I feel all these negative things that I shouldn’t feel. At work I’m fine, but at home, there’s complete silence. The letter said she wanted to work things out, she just wanted me to be the way I used to be. And now that I try to talk about the letter, she has nothing to talk about apparently. She has nothing to say to me. I feel empty and lost. So all I can do is just sit here.
“If you’re ever lucky enough to find a girl who is a hopeless romantic with a dirty mind, you should hold onto that. Because she’ll be yours at two in the morning and at two in the afternoon the following day. She’ll kiss you where it hurts and until it hurts. And that’s important. Someone who not only knows how to turn you on but also knows how to treat you right is someone worth a little something… and a little more than usual.”—(via deliriosity)
“Wake up early. Drink coffee. Work hard. Be ambitious. Keep your priorities straight, your mind right and your head up. Do well, live well and dress really well. Do what you love, love what you do. It is time to start living.”—(via sorakeem)
“Intimacy is not who you let touch you. Intimacy is who you text at 3am about your dreams and fears. Intimacy is giving someone your attention, when ten other people are asking for it. Intimacy is the person always in the back of your mind, no matter how distracted you are.”—(via bisexualjohn)
Never stop. Even when it’s 2AM and you have to work the next day. Even if your conversation is going no where. Even if she’s mad at you, or just not talking at all. You stay. And you love her unconditionally. Never take the little moments for granted. When she wears her hair up in a messy bun with make up smeared down her face because she slept in it, or even if she’s wearing no make up at all, you kiss that angel face and love her. When you fail to say the right words, show her what you’re trying to say. Tell her every night that she’s beautiful. Let her know she’s loved and that you’re proud. And even if she’s tired of hearing it, keep telling her. You’ll never be perfect and you’ll have really good and bad days. But I can tell you now, it’s worth every second together. Never stop.
“Find someone who makes you realize three things: one, that home is not a place, but a feeling. Two, that time is not measured by a clock, but by moments. And three, that heartbeats are not heard, but felt and shared.”—Unknown (via curiovsly)