I ended it because of how shitty I was being treated. Now that I’ve done that, I feel like everything is tumbling down. I feel empty. I feel guilty. I feel hurt. I feel all these negative things that I shouldn’t feel. At work I’m fine, but at home, there’s complete silence. The letter said she wanted to work things out, she just wanted me to be the way I used to be. And now that I try to talk about the letter, she has nothing to talk about apparently. She has nothing to say to me. I feel empty and lost. So all I can do is just sit here.